“What do you mean? Do you wish me a good morning, or mean that it is a good morning whether I want it or not; or that you feel good on this morning; or that it is a morning to be good on?”
[J.R.R. Tolkien]




“The course of true love never did run smooth.”
[William Shakespeare]

i have no news. i'm just nervous. poor. and feeling alone. i'll be born again from wednesday the 14th. maybe.



Show me how you do that trick
The one that makes me scream he said
The one that makes me laugh he said
And threw his arms around my neck
Show me how you do it
And I promise you I promise that
I'll run away with you
I'll run away with you

Spinning on that dizzy edge
I kissed his face and kissed his head
And dreamed of all the different ways I had
To make him glow
Why are you so far away? he said
Why won't you ever know that I'm in love with you
That I'm in love with you

You, soft and only
You,lost and lonely
You, strange as angels
Dancing in the deepest oceans
Twisting in the water
You're just like a dream
You're just like a dream

Daylight licked me into shape
I must have been asleep for days
And moving lips to breathe his name
I opened up my eyes
And found myself alone alone
Alone above a raging sea
That stole the only boy I loved
And drowned him deep inside of me

You, soft and only
You, lost and lonely
You, just like heaven

You, soft and only
You, lost and lonely

« If I knew for a certainty that a man was coming to my house with the conscious design of doing me good, I should run for my life. »

(Henry David Thoreau, Walden )

and all the rest of my life..

and happy birthday to Nausy!!!nausicaa83

Orry, Johnny, Dalton, Sam, Bodhi, Max, Vida...thank you. and love you.

...pass on the fear
pass on the pain...

and i don't know where to begin. well, i'm leaving tomorrow at night (7/30) but i won't have time to write tomorrow...
lots of days have passed doin' nothing, doin' a lot and not enough to leave with a peaceful mood. but i can say i don't care. i'll do what i can and that's all. when i'll be back it'll be hell hot, i'll have to get ready quickly and write write write....we'll see. hope i'll have still time to do everything. anyway i'm thinking about...lost/lots of chances to take. and what could happen in spain one year after. same place, same time...how it's gonna be...i don't know...
but i was recalling that line...from that awesome film i saw right before merida....
i'll put it here again...not because i think it'll bring luck...but because i do need to think like that...

"YOU GOTTA TAKE CHANCES, 'COS YOU NEVER KNOW...YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN? i'm not gonna worry if people will accept me or not..i'm gonna make hollywood wherever i am at..."
- To Wong Foo Thanks for Everything, Julie Newmar -

got it steff? hope so.
COME WHAT MAY.
take care, have fun, laugh and drink!
HASta LUEGO

"I think you are a very bad man," said Dorothy.
"Oh, no, my dear; I am really a very good man; but I'm a very bad Wizard, I must admit."
- The Wonderful Wizard of Oz

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LjMkNrX60mA