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"I'm Through With Love"

I'm through with love
I'll never fall again
Said adieu to love
Don't ever call again
For I must have you or no one
That's why I'm through with love

I've locked my heart
I keep my feelings there
I have stocked my heart
Like an icy Frigadere
For I need to care for no one
That's why I'm through with love

Why did you lead me
To think that you cared
You didn't need me
For you have your share
Of slaves around you
To hound you and swear
Their deep devotion
Emotion

Goodbye to Spring
And all it meant to me
It could never bring
The things that used to be
For I must have you or no one
That's why I'm through with love


just because i've watched everyone says i love you again with mummy and danilo...and i remembered that it is a song performed by Marilyn in some like it hot...too sweet...
there's no best song for my days now...;)
so draaaamatic....but it's ok like that...^^

thanks to my dear Iaia..iaiaspot
i just needed it, girl...

Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. I'm not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived.

William Parrish - meet joe black

...and it's just a pity that "that line", up up there,is missing in the film speech...but i find it great anyway.
well...a lightining could strike...

see ya.

....you'll come back...

whyyyyyyy wwwwwwwhhhhhhyyyyyyyyyy whyyyyyyyyyy Delilaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh.....

weird days....of thoughts and deadlines and friends, of stupid tv shows whatched with a dear friend...of laughs....

finally seen la vie en rose...with the magnificent Marillon Cotillard (and her magnificent voice).
i cryed my heart out. but that's not the reason why i loved it.

it's just so good.


edith comes and goes from one's life, in my opinion...since a film is a good half-unconscious way of wiping out things again, i'm just happy she's back in mine after some years...

brassai - paris
such a full busy weekend. and a beautiful night in padoa yesterday. we had fun.
thanks to iaiaspot for making me discover old great photographers, the miles stones of photography history. i'm quite enjoying all the staff i found on the web thanks to her, and tryin' to learn a bit.
finally seen lock and stock (and two smoking barrels)...and like Dani said once...is LA OSTIAAAAAAA!. AMAZING. AMAZING. AMAZING. i love it as much as i love reservoir dogs compared to pulp fiction. pulp fiction and the snatch are perfection. but lock and stock and reservoir dogs are the first ones, the most sincere ones and just cool. hella amazing.

another beautiful clip for Nantes...

they were aaaallll right.

i still got trembles just thinking about it.

it's brilliant. terrific.
wow.

cloudy uncertain sunday. wish i was in venice today. it'd be the perfect day. yesterday full "moving" day...we're moving the cellar...and the actual "moving" is approaching. but a busy week is approaching faster. i must get ready for Ele and her "day", scheduled on thursday. i hope it'll be all perfect and fun. mostly, fun.

one more film to add on my "cool movies" list this week....:tideland by terry gillian. a real "life experience". and already one of the most bizarre weirdest films i'll have the chance to see. and the most intelligent and original and touching, as well. when i happen to see great films like this one, it always seems to me like i had a once in a life chance, and i feel grateful. certainly because i'm not very sure it had a wide audience, mostly in u.s.a....(in u.s.a. actually it sounds hardly possible, in my opinion...)
thanks to my cineforum schedule!
yayyy terry , you're da maaan!


have a great great week.

such an amazing film. i'm totally pleased and happy. 'cos it really went beyond my expectations.
it's such a perfect film. the direction, screenplay, cinematography, music and sound mixing...are just great. and the actors??? if it was for me, they'd all win an academy award. such a cool cool job. one of the best film i've seen this year so far. and already one of my favorites ever.

...and like it always happens when a real good movie is released, they didn't talk much about it...at least here....


taken at the venice film festival 2007

at home. missing padoa, and everybody. and one nice guy who's currently way many miles aways from here. so many cool news about university and stuff. i'll hopefully actually finish my exams by april. and other cool things i'm gonna do soon....(i wish..). i'm simply happy.


have a nice weekend.

ps...and i think it's destiny...

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christmas tree...done!
with all these x-mas songs in the air (sista keeps playin' that bloody x-maslicious record....i could break into tears right now, if it goes on!!!) i'm kinda emo...
that new icon is not casual (it's sweet!)....we went to the cinema (in padoa) on wednesday nite to see nightmare before christmas 3D and i loved it!....the 3D works! and the glasses they give you, too!. and i really appreciated the film this time more than before...
many things happened even this week. i'm really having fun working at the museum with kids...my teacher called me and told me way good news about my thesis.
feeling like watching old x-mas movies....seein the snow falling. it's my sister's fault! and her bloody cds!!!! ^^
take care and have a great weekend.

such a cool relaxed weekend at home...cleaning up, gardening, setting up things...that Monica Geller who is in every woman says "yaaayaay!!!"....i slept a lot after my friday in padoa and my freaking mood for my article....but i'm a bit proud of myself since i've been able to do a little something for this house and many things for myself as well (most of the times i do the housewife or the student at home...but not both together...)...maybe two months on escavation taught me something...like, i really do need physical work to make me feel better....and seeing home all set up and tidy and clean is just the best.

the last post of Nausy just made me feel good. i'm so happy to hear you like that. i would give you the rainbow if i could. *sending you kisses, and hugs and cookies*

i just hate when they tell me something which i didn't want to know....'cos it really affects my too weak emotional balance...and it finally means i don't have balance at all 'bout that...i know. hope it'll come one day.

scheduled this week. and almost these two months to come...i'm a bit scared for some things but i hope everything is gonna be alright. i can't forsee things, can I?

last thursday i watched Arsène Lupin ..in the end i found it cool, i mean...it works, 'cos it's just like the cartoon...but the feeling is quite cool, even if it's fake. Kristin Scott Thomas is the best and is just perfect for those end-of-the-XIX-century dresses...she's the perfect femme fatale...

take care and see ya soon.

sometimes i just need my italian...

ma quanto è bello il verde del campo di tabacco dietro casa mia in contrasto con il cielo blu carico di pioggia...è quasi poetico...pure con la transpo che gli corre di fianco....

eccomi qui di ritorno per l'appuntamento serale con le mie cazzate in libertà...

oggi giornatona....mattinata quasi ok e pomeriggio io e mum in campagna dal nonno a pulire tutta casa.......a svuotare gli ultimi vecchi scatoloni rimasti dal trasloco di due anni fa e spazzare il magazzino...c'erano ancora un po' di giochi...i piatti del "corredo" di mum, zaini eccetera...la cosa bella di mettere a posto (oltre al "fare ordine"...e qui torna la Monica Geller che c'è in me...) è vedere Mum che mi chiede se voglio tenere questo gioco o buttarlo...è tenerissima, si ricorda perfettamente cosa è mio, cosa di Iaia, e mi fa scegliere tranquillamente....il guaio è che io terrei davvero tutto...ma i maledetti topi della minchia in magazzino hanno raggiunto i nostri bambolotti e hanno fatto banchetto...(se so' magnati a plastica sti connuti....e pure tutti i pupazzi...maledetti giostrai..)...quindi abbiamo buttato via un sacco di cose (meno male che mia sorella non era lì a vedere SOB!)....se poi adesso mi parte il trip della storia del soldatino di piombo (o era di stagno?)...mi faccio un piantino e mando "aaavavanculo" tutti.....eh che un giocattolo abbandonato mi fa veramente pena.....se poi ci si mette di mezzo il ratto mortifero io non reggo più...

e poi tutta casa limpia...da cima a fondo....abbiamo "adempiuto al vero compito di noi donne"....con l'hombre di casa che si avvicinava e pesticchiava con gli stivali sporchi di terra dove avevo appena pulito...o cominciava a fare inspiegabilmente una cosa dove avevo appena cominciato a spolverare...ah.....gli omini....questo esemplare poi è seccamente definibile con una battuta della grandiosa Shirley Maclaine in Fiori d'acciaio..."E' un vero gentiluomo. Scommetto che toglie i piatti dal secchiaio prima di pisciarci dentro." ecco perchè adoro le donne del sud!..e qui chiudo. ^^. ogni donna ha i suoi casini (e i suoi segreti)...

insomma....io dico sempre che diffido e non amo il genere femminile...che siamo bastarde e maligne, e molto spesso tra di noi ci accoltelliamo piuttosto che essere solidali...che ci sono donne che davvero dovrebbero solo lavare i piatti (me compresa, se è per questo)..., che adoro los hombres, che mi trovo meglio con loro...eccetera eccetera...e su questo non ritratto...però di donne che valgono davvero (Volver Volver Volver!!! Pedro sa tutto!!!!) ce ne sono...e quando mi arrivano anche solo lontanamente dei revival di insinuazioni (e comportamenti) fascistoide nostalgiche...mo' mi incazzo...mi sento bruciare o' stomaco.....spaccherei tutto....

 Allora qui m'incazzo / son fiero e me ne vanto / gli sbatto sulla faccia (MAGARI!)....cosa sono Caterina de Medici, Isabella d'Este, Vittoria Colonna, Elisabetta I...solo per citarne alcune...e mi vengono in mente solo due parole: TUTTA INVIDIA....belli miei! "...gli elefanti hanno le palle????" 

tutto qui....^^

devo ringraziare BORISSE, perchè ieri sera ho visto La lingua del santo e me ne innamorai..battute grandiose, personaggi ben scritti....davvero un buon film....e dopo Pane e tulipani e Caterina va in città...questo film si piazza al terzo posto nella classifica tiffaniana dei "pochissimi film italiani degli ultimi anni che piacquero alla tiffany...Bentivoglio sa recitare benissimo quando vuole..Albanese stupisce per quanto è naturale e a suo agio...la Ferrari parla (e si vede) poco..(e direi che è un bene!!!!) e quindi ci sta....tutti i comprimari perfetti...e "l'idea di veneto" credo sia piuttosto azzeccata. vedere le scene girate nella bella patavium...negli angoli che ora conosco bene....mi ha decisamente esaltato....e l'orgoglio si impenna.....(il salame avvelenato, gli zingari devoti, Maritan, il santo che farfuglia perchè è senza lingua mi hanno uccisa XXXXXXXXDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!)   

"il Triveneto rivuole la sua lingua"...XXXXXXXXXDDDDDDDDDDDD

 

 

ora basta...a nanne che domani è un altro giorno...e pure un casìn! notte!

aww...yep...i've seen it..with my escavation mates. laughed a lot, i couldn't remain serious for much time because of their presence and their attitude ^^ but i definitely enjoyed it anyway, as always. i liked it a lot. it's basically my fave book after the third one, which will remain the best one for me, as a book and as a movie. there were especially two things that were exactly like i had imagined them...but i'll be silent 'bout them...^^ don't feel like doing any spoilers or whatever....i just love gary more and more...my perfect sirius...and more. and i'll always be grateful for the hermione-ron's moments which i had cherished in the book. stop.
the escavation is getting pretty interesting....i've "attacked" the third tomb and it's the most difficult one....so there's lot of work to do....and so little time to do it...we'll see.
i was supposed to be in torino with my buddies this weekend but i don't have the money, you know...^^
felt pretty annoyed in some moments ...i think it's all about the 24/7 life with my escavation mates that's turned to the 4th week and some of my friends attitude...arguments and stuff on the way but i guess it's pretty normal. i really don't feel like fighting or arguing; it's not in my attittude and i always tend to be friendly and easy with everybody...but there's people who sound like they want to argue in any case.
ok good whatever....^^
said goodbye to two of them yesterday....while two friends will join us next week...aww it's just so melancholic...^^
and seen Bergonzoni live....he's the best!!!!
now some pics of the week and a "vintage" pic which i like a lot....(everybody looks really pleased and amused by my "vintage-liberty passion"...we had long long conversations this week for dinner...cool!)
be fine, eat and dance! have a great week.


( backstage from badia polesine! )

Professor Levy: You will notice that what we are aiming at when we fall in love is a very strange paradox. The paradox consists of the fact that, when we fall in love, we are seeking to re-find all or some of the people to whom we were attached as children. On the other hand, we ask our beloved to correct all of the wrongs that these early parents or siblings inflicted upon us. So that love contains in it the contradiction: The attempt to return to the past and the attempt to undo the past.


i'm fine...alone at home, for i stayed here today...slept so much today since i got no more lessons on friday. tomorrow it'll be in padoa again i guess, can't stay away from my city "for that long"...
tryin' to schedule my summer...about spain i already got an answer from Mario: glad he answered me immediately, but i'll know more (and if i'll go there) in some days...the idea of escavating there again is really exciting...i must find the courage to ask him if they're gonna pay me for real...we'll see...for october we're really thinking to go back to Poggi like last year...some of us won't be there (you know what i mean) and i'm really sorry...i know...nothing will be like last october, the six of us are just a sweet memory, but i'll take care of it...and i wanna be on escavation...anywhere! i wanna DIG!

Balaye Les Amours Avec Leurs Tremolos
Balaye Pour Toujours
Je Reparas A Zero

had lots of conversations this week...and a bit of arguments...house, work, study...it's a real mess...and a wedding day as well! i'm so happy for my cousin.
my "career" is apparently going on well...my mood is "high" thanks to the kinda relationship i have with my teacher (she's just a strong too intelligent woman)...i'm afraid to say it....but, please...let continue this way! *_____________* i'm just happy with what i study...and for once more in my life...my studies save me from "all the rest"...

Non, Rien De Rien, Non, Je Ne Regrette Rien
Ni Le Bien Qu`on M`a Fait, Ni Le Mal
Tout Ca M`est Bien Egal

Albert finally made me a cd with all the photos he took in poggi and guadalajara...memories floating on my mind and some tears falling down...grateful for the happy moments we had!...i'm the fuckin' emotional kiddo of always....
now i must focus on the millions fo things we have to do...exams, deadlines, money....and friends.
come what may.

Balaye Les Amours Avec Leurs Tremolos
Balaye Pour Toujours
Je Reparas A Zero

last nite i watched Crimes and Misdemeanors (Nausy you were damn right, you sweet girl!)...and i found it awesome. i knew it was but...it's awesome. one of my faves ever.
today at midday Manhattan started on a sky channel...and i couldn't do anything but watch it since i hadn't watched it yet....i think it's a great film. i just love Woody, you know...Woody and Pedro do know my story, heart and mind for real...
with mummy i've been to an exhibition here in vr on sunday...the modernity of melancholy...i found it cool, well organized...and too expensive...
and it's been a return to my dates with mama...^^

Professor Levy: We're all faced throughout our lives with agonizing decisions, moral choices. Some are on a grand scale, most of these choices are on lesser points. But we define ourselves by the choices we have made. We are, in fact, the sum total of our choices. Events unfold so unpredictably, so unfairly, Human happiness does not seem to be included in the design of creation. it is only we, with our capacity to love that give meaning to the indifferent universe. And yet, most human beings seem to have the ability to keep trying and even try to find joy from simple things, like their family, their work, and from the hope that future generations might understand more.

Non, Rien De Rien, Non, Je Ne Regrette Rien
Car Ma Vie, Car Me Joies
Aujourd`hui Ca Commence Avec Toi


here some of my pics of the last weeks...
( pasquetta - easter monday )

( april 25th..arquà petrarca and the hills )

( pieces of april.. )

( noche blanca en verona! )

yep, i've seen it yesterday nite...i'm quite sorry i've seen the movie before reading the book, but hopefully i'm gonna do that soon...i can't say that i loved the film, even if i love the actors in it, the story behind, the historical background and period...the ones of John Fante, Bukowski and all that company that made America so great anf fascinating...
not the best performances by Colin and Salma...but Colin always seems so passionate and involved in his charachter...Salma is absolutely stunning, even if she doesn't look always credible in this film...a bit too over the top...but the chemistry between the two is there and works well in every moment...
...The story doesn't really move, and the resolution doesn't satisfy. While pretty, the attempt to capture the period is ultimately unsuccessful. And the earthquake scene is so stupid and poorly executed that the thing is laughable......totally agree with this one...
with those prodoucers and budget, they could have done much better...a lost chance, i guess...

in the end...it makes me so sad to say i didn't like it! don't know why....^^ but, yes, ultimately i didn't...

cute relaxing regular weekend...but i'm bored...by things that don't change, by myself which am always the same, which always put myself in the same situations (even if they look so different at the beginning!) and never change my attitude...i'm bored by me which am still here busy to put her pieces back together again...
sorry but i needed to vent out.
come what may, hopefully something new. ;)

night wity Rick yesterday. we haven't seen for i guess possibly more than two years...so it felt so weird at first to talk to him...we saw the illusionist...and i'm still thinking if i can say i like it...i mean...thanks to that ending i didn't fall asleep ('cos i was really about to...and not because i was sleepy)..i thought it was incredible how an ending like that one could make the film not...foregone...
but in the end i think there's a reason if it's made like that...(because if i notice that, why the director should not do the same, it's his job!!!)...the shots, the cuts, the lights, the cinematography are so "brothers Lumière like" ^^. and i enjoyed them so much...the dialogues, the way of acting and especially those close-ups are so 10's films like! and a bit over the top (like the way of acting back in the early '900 century theatre, you know...)...but particularly for that ending it's the kind of movie i can still say i enjoy...otherwise i was a bit doubtful (omgwtf! whakkindafilmisthis???)....i'm happy i've said hi to my Rufus which i had never seen on the big screen! man! after 5 years! thanks!
....then, after the movie we stayed out of the cinema for hours (i was in my bed at 4.10 a.m.)...simply talking about everything...school, school-mates, memories, projects. it's been pretty cool.

(today) i fell asleep on the couch after lunch...i woke up half an hour ago...i remember i kissed goodbye to mum (don't know how ^^)...i remember there was my sista upstairs and now there's just me in here....my women are out and i just need something....don't know...
i hate myself 'cos i was just so sure about my feelings and i completely lost the point. every day in the last 6 months has been a non-stop thinking "yes/no, it can happen, he's in the right mood to talk". i was a bit confident that it would have gone great this time....putting aside all the things that were a good indication of the contrary (even if i knew they were pretty clear to me...and they were constantly on my mind)
it's gone this way. that's ok. just, it hurts so much.

such a cool sunny spring day. enjoy yourselves, folks!

MALAGUTI: Specifico dell'area tra Modena, Bologna e Ferrara, potrebbe derivare dal nome rinascimentale Maelgut (riportato nella Chanson de Roland). pretty cool, uh?

( corto's my friend... )

at home...all alone...while my doggie is barking outside....excited by this finally-spring-break-feeling...i've still got this bloody cold...while my throat is better now...
no reason for going to pd today...i'm sick and i haven't got classes so....this morning i was so sleepy i just stayed in bed..<*singing* with coffee and cigarettes...>...
this sweet April...what a sweet name....just so sweet. april, avril, abril, aprile...
got to set my desk and room, and my bed...got to read a chapter for my tomorrow class...have to stop thinking of "1,000 ways to say it right to him".....have to get well soon...
don't know in what order....

on sunday nite i've finally seen a history of violence, which i definitely loved and loved. i love cronenberg, and now more than ever...so glad to see william hurt and ed harris on the screen, maria bello's great, viggo is really a good actor...but Aragorn won't be the same anymore to meee now! i'm scaredddd! XXXDD
yesterday nite..i'm sorry for the ones who had enjoyed it....but i actually feel like i've lost almost two hours of my life watching elizabethtown...it's irritatingly too long...it could have ended an hour earlier...the dialogues are pitiful, not touching, not funny...orlando bloom has still to learn to act...Kirsten is as always but not anything special...they're all so glamorous, so cool, amelie's cutie-things like, but it's just crap. a non-sense movie. it's bad written i guess...and i don't give a damn if we're talking about camerone crowe...i say who cares!...

need a good movie now...now now! i feel intoxicated....ç_ç

yep, i'm evil ^^....but i mean what i say...and it's all mine. just that.